This afternoon was great , me and my friends has made a paper of wishes, pictures and jokes for one of our beloved friends...She issssss Rizka Humeiro ! or usually called "Mejan" hihi so excited :)
We made it from piece magazines,paint and crayon. We made it full of laughs, love and happiness *i guess* haha. Actually my friends named Dhea is also being birthday girl \:D/
Let me introduce you my friends who made it together this afternoon .
Me Icha and Diva
DIva Kijun Naris
Diva Kijun Naris and Icha
Diva and Regina
STANDING: Icha Zahra Naris Mia Rara Regina SITTING: Diva Kijun and Me
We're gonna make a surprise for her, stay tune ! hihihi can't wait for today 8am. We're gonna meet up and surprise her! Just wish me luck peeeeps for this secret little party *woops, i just told you*
and i've made my sudden project hihi. I mean like a video which full of photos of her when she was 8 grader til now . And there's also us on it hihi
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DHEA AND MEJAN ! WE LOVE YA !
MAY GOD BLESS BOTH OF YOU. ALL THE BEST WISHES YOUR YOU GUYS
Had a meaningful conversation with K yesterday. I just thought that he is the only one who could feel it and know the solution. And on that conversation reminded me of a song by Glee Cast.
i'm gonna show you a piece of lyrics from
Get It Right - Glee Cast
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
I woke up this morning earlier on my free friday *yeay*. And feeling little bit guilty for waking up my sister earlier too. Because what? Because we gotta do something, secret project (?) *teehe*
Today is my brother's birthday, and my sister and I planned a surprise plan. We would wake up earlier in the morning and bring the cake in front of his room before he left to collage and we will happy birthday's song. I also asked two of our servants while singing it. Because ya you know my parents are in Biak for weeks, working.
Once we knew he was out of the shower and went to his room then we waited a while and went to his room with that happy birthday song. He showed his surprised-face (i guess hehe). I guess he didn't realize it before (i wish hehe) that we would wake up in the early morning to surprise him.
My sister: *knock knock*
My brother: ya?
My sister: Have you dressed?
My brother : yup..What's wrong?
and i came with the birthday cake also with the song. Four(me, my sis, 2 servants) of us sang it together (sounds lame because of our straight voice lol.) He blew out the cake but i didn't realize that those candles are firework candles so ...he kept blowing the candles out while the candles keep the flame even we blew it hahaha
Such get ready for joke
Me and peeps : "SUUUURPRISEEE *birthday song*"
Then my mom and dad made a call to say happy birthday to my big bro too.
Thank God the surprise succeed hihihi.
I love you brother, We love you. God Bless You !
Have a blast one on your 20th :) *kiss* *kiss*
P.S : this cakes is sooo delicious, bought it from Cold Stone, get 20% discount if you buy it for anyone who'll celebrate birthday on the dame month when you buy it. u should try ! hihi
While waiting my mom, lil sister and my big brother dressed up, i randomly experimenting with stuff in my closet and took pictures of them. and ...pssstt i messed up my room as usual *teehe*
Zara tank top
Souvenir Belt and Mini Bag also with those ethnic stuff
Sox Gallery socks
Kickers for the footwear
I LOVEEEEEEE Ethnic thingy lately. They're cool, simple and affordable :D , fortunately my mom bought some for me after she got back from Kalimantan. Yippie ! hihi
Di post ini gue bakal cerita tentang gratifying momen yang gue dapetin dari konsernya Bruno Mars. Ga bermaksud mau ngebuat kalian iri atau apa..cuma mau cerita karena gue berpikir di blog lebih tentang ke cerita diary dsb dibanding di twitter yang lebih banyak orang liat (lagipula yang buka ini blog cuma sedikit ini ) (y)
are we cool ???? sure!
Jadi begini, si Bruno ngasih gue suatu pelajaran. Bukan dianya sih lebih tepatnya, gue punya satu cerita yang bersifat empiris nih, dan talent nya adalah gue. Kejadian ini terjadi satu hari sebelum penukaran tiket mas Bruno yaitu tanggal 1 April 2011 yang lalu. April Mob!!
Here we go :
Jadi gini awalnya...tanggal 31 Maret 2011 malam, gue mau nyiapin tiket yang di amplopin biar besoknya bisa dikasih ke om gue buat nukerin tiektnya ke rumah nya om Adrie Subono. Gue inget banget tiket itu gue taroh di laci kamar yang paling atas..pas di cek malam itu. NOO! Gaada ! bersama tiket-tiket tahun lalu yaitu Panic at The Disco dan Cobra Starship pun missing. Gue agak panik, tapi masih optimis kalau bakal ketemu nantinya. beosk paginya gue bangun pagi buat nyari tuh dan gaketemu juga, akhirnya berangkat sekolah ..
Dan hari itu bertepatan sama ulang tahun galan yang ke ...hm 33 ya? atau 32? sekitar itulah. Banyak acara yang diadain disana, kebersihan, lomba belut, ada MARS juga (Music After School) jadi band-band anak galan(39 SHS) pada perform gitu deh. Sementara lagu-lagu dimainin, gue bersih-bersih kelas dengan anak lainnya. Dan gue masih optimis buat nelvon Java ap ayang harus gue lakuin kalo kwitansi tiketnya ilang .
Gue : Hallo, dengan Java musik indo?
Mas2 Java : iya, ada yang bisa saya bantu?
Gue : mas mau nanya, kalau kwitansi tiket Bruno Mars nya hilang gimana ya?
Mas2 Java : Harus minta keterangan hilang dari Polisi dan surat kehilangan dari si pembeli itu
Gue : Serius? kalo ilangnya di rumah? bukan di curi?
Dari situ ! gue udah pesimis, gue nangis (cengeng gila) , tapi iyalah sedih banget , soalnya itu buka ncuma menyangkut gue, tapi juga temen-temen gue. Gue beli 4 tiket, 3titipan orang satunya punya gue. Kalo punya gue yang ilang mungkin bisa beli di calo (tapi rasanya ga srek juga, males bgt) tapi ini ada punya temen-temen gue. But, Thanks to xh who always supports me whenever and whatever the situation is ! LOVE YOU GUYS !
yup, temen kelas gue terus-terusan bilang ke gue buat optimis kalau bakal ketemu. Gu epun optimis.
Sesampai dirumah ...
Salahnya itu ,,,gu egabilang mama kalo mau nonton konser Bruno Mars, cuma papa yang tau. Pas mama tau, mama marahlah, udah gatau kalo mau nonton konser dan sekarang tiket konsernya ilang. OOOPSSS!
Salah gue emang, pecicilan, teledor. Papa pun juga marah (wajar sih). Terus mama kekamar bantu nyariin dan bilang
Mama : mana sini ambil berkas-berkas homestaynya mama mau liat
Gue : dalem hati (ini lagi sibuk nyari kwitansi tiket kenapa malah nanyain homestay sih?) *emosi*
gue ambil tuh map isi berkas-berkas, gue cecerin di meja belajar karena udah emosi kan tuh.Terus hape gue geter, gue ambil dan pas balik ke meja belajar... Ada amplop..
*dag dig dug*
ternyata kwitansinya!! gue nangis berat dan minta maaf ke mama. Mama bilang , "Tuhan itu tau kalo ada orang yang bohong, ini buktinya... sampe diumpetin kan,makanya jangan ngumpetin sesuatu dari mama lagi ya" Gue : "iya mah :)"
Dari hal ini, gue belajar banyak hal.
1. jangan bohongin orang tua, Mom and dad know everything!
2. Harus berani bertanggung jawab atas kepercayaan yang udah diberikan
3. Jangan sepelein suatu barang, jangan teledor dan harus ngehargain usaha orang lain :)
iya-iya tau panjang banget cerita tadi. Sekarang tentang konsernya !
at BRUNO MARS's CONCERT
gue kesan anonton sama Mia, untung ada dia...kalo gaada ...gue sendirian deh . Serius pas beli tiket gue gamikir mau kesana sama siapa X_X
gue dan mia sampe sekitar jam 5an , dan mungkin ada 100meter antrian orang-orang yang cuma mau masuk ke istoranya. Untungnya gue ga ngantri lama. Pas di dalem orang2 pada foto sama patung bruno huhu gue terlalu malas dan malu sore itu, memutuskan untuk malem aja fotonya dan ternyata itu merupakan pilihan yang amat sangat salah!
Untung di dalem situ ada yang jual makanan karena gue takut banget masuk kedalem sebelum makan, gue festival dan pastilah takut nanti lemes gitu belum makan terus desek-desekan, teriak-teriak, loncat dsb.
Ini pas lagi nungguin acaranya mulai :D
orang-orang udah mulai desek-desek biar dapet depan hihi
detik-detik mau mulai :DD
Pas udah masuk ke dalem tempat konsernya, gue duduk sama yang lain nunggu dari jam 6-8an.
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! Disambut dengan permainan Drumnya Bruno Mars !!
Pas Bruno dateng OMG !!! Ganteng bangeeet astaga, gantengnya maksudnya kaya charming gitu. Charming-an aslinya Gosssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Dia nyanyi lagu-lagu yang kebetulan gue suka semua (hampir) tapi diawal gue gatau lagu apa yang dibawain tapi tetep goyang-goyang aja hehehe
pas lagu Marry You tuh ya gue nanyinya "Marry me". Asal tau aja ada anak hmm mungkin smp atau sd yang ntn fest dan mereka teriak teriak "I LOVE YOU BRUNO MARS! MARRY ME!"
Bruno look ! You got your little fans too in Indonesia. and
He said "I promise one thing that I'll be back very very soon !!" I HOPE SO !
Pokoknya hari itu HOT ABIS-ABISAN, seru abis omg seneng bangeeeet! sayangnya Talking to The Moon gadinyanyiin uhuhu kan lumayan buat galau bareng Bruno (?) hehe. Suasananya ramai seramai-ramainya, penuh gitu deh itu tempat. Selesai dari konser gue langsung nyerbu air minum karena haus banget! enaknya nontonkonser itu lo bisa teriak sesuka hati, sekeras-kerasnya tanpa ada yang peduli bagus engganya suara lo. Alhasil dari kebanyakan teriak at that time, besoknya suara gue jadi ringan banget ! coba besoknya pelajaran senimusik, kan lumayan hehehe.
intinya sih hari itu udah menjadi salah satu hari menyenangkan dalam hidupku :)))
Thanks to X-H, Om Adrie, Papa Mama and God The Almighty :)
Buat yang belum bisa nonton jangan berkecil hati ya, siapa tau yang akan datang ada yang lebih seru dan kalian bisa join :)))
Youmayfeelamusedwhen you readthe titleabove. Seems cheesy also corny. But that's what i was feeling lately. If you've read my old post about Love, you know that i only have one ex. One and the only one. Wesplit upduring the holidayslastsemester...I did it. For a lot of reasons, couldn't tell you more but trust me..that wasn't about unnecessary things. And seemed that he had back toward his ex rite now. How about me? nope. i didn't get my eye for someone else. I know, i know i shouldn't think about this any longer but...thought i could lie to people but i couldn't lie to myself. And i thought by posting it would make it any better.
Do you know what it feels like ? seeing someone who you loved with someone else special. I know.
Hurts. Even s/he's not cheating or doing any bad thing on you. It ended up but still..i can't pretend like everything's okay. I used to try it but..negative. it didn't work as well... I couldn't put aside this feeling, i can't pull to one side from this fact that i still....i still... got this illegal feelings. I mean , i still love him. I despise this feelings but nothing i could do but..MOVE ON. Thought he had given me the strength to move on. Gosh..it just too hurt so much (seemexcessive.but that'sall what I couldexpressat this time) "too"+"so much"= X_X
She, she had another man before He had me. I'm not blaming anyone. I'm okay physically but inwardly...speechless. Sounds like a sad song,pain. Despite the fact that he had his eye for another girl but i still smiling here. I'm stronger, i'm stronger everytime i saw both of them together. This is the first time i felt thing like this.
Yesterday, my best friend came to my school and i met her in front of His class. And there were Him with Her also. It turned me out to sad.There's nothingto do butgreetthem.nosense ofrevenge,Nope.I'm notnaive.butthere is nosense ofrevenge but jealous...every time Isawthem,it reminded me of something what we used to do at school. So sad to remember it. I remember going to canteen to buy snacks at break time.
I really want to cry but the tears couldn't fall as easy as I typed that word "cry". Is thissomethingthatdeservestobe mourned? There're more important things in this world to get upset about than this, i've cried rarely lately. And i won't let myself cry out for something like this. I have to move on..move on isn't always about searching somebody to be dating ahead. But do something to make this illegal love up. "Illegal Love" sounds ridiculous.
Do you know? i've read this post more than twice by listening I want to hold your hand & On My Own songs as the backsong. Touching. #fail #random
But this is life..Reality is reality, we have to face it. It's so much better than avoid them. Be strong! I'm trying as well, i love my life and won't waste it .
But still.... I Love You K.
I like listening to slow song lately such as : ...
On My Own - Lea Michele (Glee cast)
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me
In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm lonely
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...
Oh yeah, I’ll tell you something
I think you’ll understand
When I’ll say that something I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh please, say to me
You’ll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You’ll let me hold your hand
I’ll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy Inside
It’s such a feeling that my love
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
Yeah, you’ve got that something
I think you’ll understand
When I’ll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It’s such a feeling that my love
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
Yeah, you’ve got that something
I think you’ll understand
When I’ll feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Grenade - Bruno Mars
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no
I'vesangthis song passionately duringthe show! OMG ! BRUNO MARS's CONCERT ! last Tuesday.
SPEEEECHLEEEEEEESSSS. I love him so much! his voice is extremely amazing! Amazed me a lot. And he's very charming. Charmed me damn much.
not showing off. i just can't handle how happy i was with this gratifying moment.
