Sunday, January 30, 2011

Another exhilarating day

Good evening people !
I just got back from FX , attending BYS 4++ (Blogger Yard Sale) (well, i wrote this at 7.30pm on Friday). There're a lot of cute stuff there, if you choose them smartly. Not surprised anymore, there were a batch of very fashionable people who were setting up their stands . I captured two of them, they are ...

Sonia Eryka and I

Diana Rikasari and I
Pretty, huh? Yes, they're :D

  
I Wore :

Zara bermuda short and shirt
Unbranded mini bag
Converse shoes
 
thanks to Vhia and Rency(my sister) who have accompanied me this afternoon. It was fun ! yeah although my sister was lil bit shy.
Am I the most consumptive person here? my consumptive desire comes out when i see cutie things. They just like teasing me to buy them all haha kidding. 
I purposely did not buy that expensive. because these moments are rare, so I use it to buy goods that are relatively affordable 
Do-You-Wanna-Know how much all the items i've bought cost? 


Don't you believe it? same here ! Silly? yeah.
No, i was kidding teeheeeeeee 

And the next picts will be about how was it going there ...


My sister(Rency) and friend(Vhia)


 















It was fun actually, there're a lot of choices. And about Vhia, we're rarely hang out togetehr and we just did it ! I miss her somuuuuch .
I was deliberately looking for a relative affordable price in order to minimize my extravagance *wink*
After we finished there, we continued to Petstyle, everything for Cats and Dogs. And have eaten at Cafe Cartel, sharing with my sister. I'll upload the pict tomorrow

I'm sorry for the late post, i have written this since two days ago, but i don't know... i'm posting it now.
See ya !

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Old but not Odd

Hello peeps !

Sooo, i just found something here. I have been rummaging through my mother's shoes closet and found some old but not odd stuff. I can't wait to rummage her wardrobe *teehe*. And coincidence today i have plenty of leisure time and decided to take picts of it as well as to fill my boredom *wink*. Some of the stuff are mom's , and the rest are mine :)

Here we go : 

 Purplish Black
 
  
 
What I wore : 
Flowery Insight Double Top (the purple for the outwear) Volcom mini bag leafy pattern for the stocking Crossing Feet Wedges by Picnic for the wedges. Belle Purple wedges --- the 3rd pictures from the left
Double-Finger ring




Casual Picnic  
 



What I wore : 
Cache-cache shirt and skirt
Unbranded bag
Mom's shoes :)


Gun Single Finger Ring   


Blackish Red Rocker



 What I wore :
Picnic Military Tank-top
Leafy/Flowery stocking
Mom's shoes :)






Old doesn't mean Odd
Old doesn't mean behind the times
Old doesn't mean not up to date

It's all about how you set your perspective on them


So, try to check your mother's stuff out ! ;) 

Sunday, January 16, 2011

TOC Ecology Debate

My friends and I has joined Thamrin Olympiad and Cup "Ecology Debate"



Well, yesterday was a day full of experience and struggle. 
Do you know who we were dealing with? Half of them are the EXPERT of it ! *applause*

My heart throbbing fast, not because of the other teams, but about the atmosphere. Yep, diferent atmosphere, at first before we went to the theater room, I was feeling like calm...ready to start the battle. But after i arrived at the room. PHEW this atmosphere made my heart throbbing faster. the atmosphere freezed my mind and each part of my body(of course i mean freeze not as what you thinking). Yes, i'm nervous.
This is the second time my team joined debate. We're still beginners in this case, less experience but always searching for more.

Me, Ammar, Naris as the team B and Kiya, Naz, Stefani as the Team B. 
We battle for twice. 
                                                                      39A VS 61B
                                                                      39A VS PembangunanJaya

I don't know the match about the Team B.
After we finished both of the match, we took break time and again at 1.00 pm to see the announcement.
There were 12 teams and only 4 that could go through to semi-final and then final.
*dag dig dug dag dig dug* (just think this is the sound of the heart beat)
We drew breath for seconds ...unfortunately, we didn't through to the next match. There was a sense of disappointment, but soon lost it all. 
We finished for today, not for forever :)

I do not feel the disadvantaged, I'm glad to be participating. New experience, new friends. That's worthed :)
and 4 of the teams are 
2 Tangsel (yes, they impressive !) , MHT A & B (don't ask me. They're blast) , and 61B (they were cool)
I admit it they deserve through the next match. They such amazing, the team split, the solidarity, the way they convey their arguments. Yup, supah cool ! (in Indonesia I'll say .. kereeeeeeeeeeeeen gilaaaaaaaaaaa or kirin bingiiiit !!)

I know there are many more amazing people even better out there. I wish i could be the one *eye lashes* *winkwink* Hoping isn't a wrong thing, right ;)
When you fail, try it again, when you fail again, try it again, when you fail again and again ... maybe you better to seek another thing haha *kidding* Like a quote

"There is no failure except in no longer trying"  ~Elbert Hubbard
"Try Again. Fail Again. Fail Better"  ~Samuel Beckett

besides motivating yourself, try to search motivating quotes too... it might help you :)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Quote of the day

"If you Love Life, Life will Love you back"

Love, Life, Laugh


My life has been very gratify so far. Blithe, friends, experience , they mixed as one. 
But It has been a difficult and rough weeks lately.

L O V E
I had my first love, I was feeling like he's the best ever, ya you know you could see around and maybe would get the confusion of determining which one is good and which one is a crook (boys i mean). I've been through this relationship about two years. Someone who taught me how to be grateful for what i've got from the human nature which is never get satisfied. How  Thank you so much, but again ...there're always obstacles. No no it's not the obstacle, maybe we're not destine to live this life together. He's a part of my life. 
Reminiscing things that had been passed by us, that wasn't handy at all. I invent such a precious lessons. Many people say we're resemble, really? thanks :) 
He just like a species that nearly extinct. As though finding a needle in a pile of hays. You're hard to find
But, look ... everything has changed. He used to be mine, he still a part of my life, he's my friend. I don't even expect i'm gonna do such a nefarious thing like disconnected our relationship we have built. We're done. I'm so sorry :(, i've never thought I did this. The reality just made me there's no other choice. Ya, ya know everything doesn't always like what we've wanted for. )AAAA i guess i just got jinx

I carry a torch for you, from my deepest. The glimpse of your presence makes me flint around and back to mine.  
我爱你 K :)
Life must go on. Apparently, It's not as dreadful as I imagined. Everything works properly ,even better :)


L I F E 
I love my life. Seems my life towards to the perfection. I dedicate my grateful always for Thee, Thee the owner of everything in the world, also The Creator of me, you and Justin Bieber (heh?)
I've been living my life for 15years (that will be 16years in 5th May). I learn a lot from myself, also people. 15years with fews rewards , heck yeah.  I have intention, do things to be proud. Both proud of ownself nor others, particularly my parents and family before my deathbed.
I'm Buzzlightyear's partner, I come in peace :) . Yep, just wondering "Zero to hero". Imagine it, I'll be the next superhero that explore to find the secrecy of life and spread it to the world for the better life. Not as easy as lay your hands back.
"Life sucks" no, no . It depends how you handle it, i used to say it and i rued. There are highs and lows in life, aren't there? When we're in low then you said "Life sucks" will it be Better ? If yes, tell me ... you can e-mail me and tell your surprising story :DDD


L A U G H 
"Love, life, LAUGHter. What a precious gifts"
Laugh is the instrument to rid off your mind with the sickest things you have, at least it'll refresh your mind at that moment.
I love laugh, who's not? I search for jokes to dispel out my boredom.
Friends and family play important role here.  I love jokes, but Not a good joker anyway :P

My friends, school, EF, house


The sequence of the place where i laughed loudest. I scant like dirty jokes, sound absurd for my ears. I put a heart for jokes which aren't mock others, that's what i call the real joke. 
Thanks to m friends, wherever they are. Also my family. I love them very mery much <3

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Disordered

Just got back from taking my grandpa and sister hungout somewhere.

It was pretty fun, but it seemed like something missed, something less. Something tasteless.
I'm so random. I'm in mine. It feels like I just want to sit silent, contemplating what had happened.
Was I wrong? Did I do something right? Speechless. Is everything gonna be okay? I have doubt about it, but still wishing for the better situation. I couldn't settle my self down. Something messed up. Can anyone detect what is happening ? i think no.

Sometimes when my mind and heart are empty, I want to follow the breeze wherever the wind blows.
It might be better, I guess. Nope, that's just disordered thing that my mind made with fully imagination. 

Calm, quite , serene
Peace, confident, smile
Anxiety, hope, finish

I'm wondering where i could describe my own self. People suggested to ask others. How could? Where they're so hard to be true... No, i don't mean they're liars. I mean, they just scared of making someone sad because of the reality of the truth. Honestly, it's not a big problem for me, just tell the truth and i'll be highly appreciate it.


Empty, dark, harsh

Face is a property that expert in deceiving.
You can lie to people by pretending with your face. But your heart ... you can't lie to urself.
Say it if you think you need to say it. And don't, if you think you don't have to.
When you're on the top, will you flashback your mind? missing people who used to be your closest ?
When I miss you, will you miss me too? 
In my dictionary, Friend isn't just knowing your name, the place they school, a friend of. It's more than that.
I wanna be everyone's bestfriends. Maybe I'm not a good advice giver but I still wanna hear their story, problems.
I tweeted the same sentence "I wanna be everyone's ......" then a few minutes later one of my friends retweeted it "one less step, you're my bestF :)"

That was incredibly sweet, thanku...that's very mean to me :). Can you believe that? Thanks for my friend who said that and thanks to for the words that has made me feel like ...worthed.
I love being surrounded by my friends, they laughed, they smile, they show their happiness. 
But, i just realized it...everything is not what it seems. Once i read my friends storylife, totally different with what have it looked like in daily at school. OMG what happened? Were they just pretending in front of me? Or that just in the different period? Only them who have the answers.

I supposed to be doing what i have to do, i've skipped some...maybe not skip it, just delayed it then start doing something easier first. 

Love, Life, Laughter
Smile, Pretend, Lie
Tears, Swollen, Blue

This is extremely RANDOM .
100% Pure from the heart.

Friday, January 7, 2011

We're united. We're Indonesian

Every person is different, no one is same specifically.
We have born here, we're Indonesian.
One country, one motherland.
The diversity doesn't mean we can't unite

Look around, This is Indonesia. Our country has a variety of racial, ethnic and language diversity, also religions. So, that's not an odd thing, is it? We're from different races according to the descent or the place of our birth. We have different religion because we have a right to choose our own faith of religion. And Indonesia isn't a country which only has one religion. Indeed there's a majority and minority. We just need to appreciate, respect to each other and be tolerant.
The problem here is How to grow the taste of nationalism and how to make people not thinking to distinguish each other in terms of race, religion and economics. Anyone have the answer? Every people will feel the high and low in life, it just depends on the time.How can be we united when we still think that diversity can't be united? Let see ...

Imagine this, where people mingle with each other mutually. Why don't we try to eliminate these prejudices? 
Example like Indonesian people in east Indonesia, like Irian Jaya. Some people laugh when they saw blackish people, i've ever seen it around. I mean, what's happening? is that something wrong with them? Do they did something wrong to the people who laught at? 
I just ...didn't get it.

Have you heard about a quote "Don't judge a book by its cover"
And i think , We're stronger when we're together.
I've ever received a messege which was consisted of unfunny story. I thought they're trying to make a joke. But for me, they failed. I'm sorry, this just my opinion.


Sooo, what's the point ? The point is let wipe the bad thinking about the diversity. Why don't we use our diversity and other to know each other, it can give us more information, experience, inspiration or knowledge. Take the positive side on every diversity we have. 
Be a peacemaker, we love our country, we love the society and also the diversity. 
Prove it, just because we're different physically or on personality, doesn't mean we can't be united.
 

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Happy New Year 2011 !

Happy New Year 2011 !!!

Happy New Year peeps ! Praise and gratitude presented to God The Almighty because of God i can sit and stand here, watching the fireworks, the beautiful of the New Year's Eve and also writing here word by word about my experienced. Thank God for everything , I'm so grateful of your bounty and the protection during me and my big family trip last week. 
I LOVE YOU <3

I had the best New Year ever ! Why ? I'll tell you When?  now. Here we go ...

27/12/2010
My departure to Bali , my hometown. Me and my family arrived there at night so we went straight to the hotel and placed our stuff then continued with visiting my grandma&pa's house but just for an hour. We caught the hotel then.

28/12/2010
We stayed two nights here, at the same hotel , Jayakarta Hotel at Seminyak. It wasn't really cozy but the view is beautiful enough to stay. I didn't capture the scenery around but i guess i have pictures about the sea behind the hotel. That's a nice scenery, pretty white sandy beach with a fairly strong waves in the afternoon. So beautiful to rid your mind from the distracting thoughts.
feeling the breeze

(this wasn't mine, i borrowed it from someone i didn't know who :P)



29/12/2010
Yup, a night at my Pekak Nini or usually called Grandpa and Grandma. Their house is a nice place to spend, the air, the atmosphere, the people are very nice. And also the greeny plants that planted in their yard made living there comfortable. In the day afternoon, my family and I went to Watu Klotok Temple to "Melukat" a self-cleaning by praying at some places for Hinduism. 

At night ...
I think you know what we've done. OF COURSE ! Suzuki AFF ! Woohooo Indonesia vs Malaysia. The game was running utter a shout, what a fierce match wasn't it ? But unfortunately the fortune goddess wasn't on our side and Malaysia was the winner of AFF but for the second matches Indonesia won 2-1 , YEAAAAAy. Nevermind, Timnas played well-enough :) I'm proud of them the players of Timnas. I know they'd done their best, I'm just wishing for the better mental and skills for the next league. GO GO GO INDONESIA ! and for the supporters don't let our spirits subside ! keep supporting Indonesia for the better Indonesia #salamgaruda :D

30/12/2010
We moved to another hotel and spent two nights here at Discovery Kartika Bali Hotel :). What an awesome place, you should check out the picts !  This hotel has a beach view behind, it's Kuta Beach. Exciting, isn't it ? Yes..very. Hihi.
almost every day we went to the beach because of its distance that isn't very far from our room instead ..near. Yeaah, sands were everywhere ! But me and my family got a lot of fun fun fun fun !

31/12/2010
Woaaaaah couldn't wait for the New Year's Eve :D . We visited Waterbom Bali ,ohyeaaaaah This place was exhilarating !! Me accompanied by my dad,my younger sister and my cousin were stepped into 3 vehicles there,the games which pushing ahead our adrenaline. But it was fun for sure :D. Coincidentally the Waterbom only several meters from our hotel so we just needed to walk yeaaah.
After we finished, we ate at PizzaHut because my sister was starving.

At dusk ...
Thank God , my dad got free tickets to the New Year's Event at Kharisma Ballroom, tickets for "Atlantis The Lost Empire" ,it might be sounded like so-so but after i caught there...OMG it was amazing ! The ticket supposed to cost more or less US$185/person and we got it for FREE ! Yippiieee *dance*
I was not interesting at first but after i get there, wow it's very ...exclusive and elegant. This event underwater-themed. Shades of blue with ornate carvings of fish and the ice blocks that form into fish shapes and other sea creatures. A lot of people there, especially for the foreigner. The event started at 8.00pm to New Year at 12.00am.
Apparently , it's an exclusive dinner . The dishes weren't only fish but a lot of choices, whatever you wanna eat. When approaching the new year , the waiters and waitresses were handing out the trumpets and something that if you shake it would make sounds. 

At the last minute ...
We counting down together from 59 to 0 . All of us shouted while we're counting. 
*Treeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet* the trumpet has blown by people ! and everybody's also shouted "HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR ! *treeeeeet* " 
my heart was throbbing fast, it was awesome ! When I was taking a picture with my cousin, suddenly there was a woman joined us hahaha, apparently she got drunk. She smiled and shouted "Happy New Year !" and hugged my dad ,also my brother haha. People walk and shouted the same words! What a delightful moment :)
As the finishing , we went outside and watching the fireworks. That was lovely :)


What a b-b-b-b-BLAST ! That is one of my precious time. Really :) 

For additional : Here are some photos when i'm there *wink*

Balinese usually call it "nasi campur" because it's a mix of several foods. So yuuumy but a bit spicy :P
 My dad has received brochures about inn and this sheet was stuck in it. WOAAAHAHAH i didn't get the point . How 'bout you ?
My big bro got a temporary tattoo. 
Have he looked like a bad boy?
The NIKON icon means "Sponsored by NIKON"
#randomhahaha














Big thanks to my lovely parents, big family. Thank you for the chance and your time daddy, i know both of you (mom and dad) are very busy , but you still take time for us *cheek smooch* *big hug*I LOVE YOU !!

Thank God , I still can step my foot and feel your work and your creations <3


Once again :

"HAPPY NEW YEAR"
  
forget the bitterness of the past, let's make sweet moments for tomorrow and the next after tomorrow . 
Learn from mistakes, be better :)