well and well, it's holiday !
and and and ... (so what?)
Well, been living for almost 17 years now, and i still haven't recognized what my passion is. Sometimes i want that, sometimes i wanna be like that or like this. or what exactly my speciality is? It's also because i'm a moody one. I do what i wanna do and it keeps changing all the time. Like a season, but the difference is seasons run regularly but my mood is temporary *sigh*.
And holiday supposed to be the best time for me to improve it. But AAAAAA don't know what to do.
I used to take guitar lesson and i'm out already. And now school seems to be more hectic til i don't have a time to rest or do my hobbies beside on Weekends. That's pathetic. I want to.
But yeah, we have to face the reality. Don't say reality sucks. If it is, what are we facing now? Complaining won't solve anything, it just burden more and more. Managing good time may be the answer but how when i am a moody then? I want to consult it but who and where i have to go? there always ways to solve.
When i see people doing their job outside, i always think "What will i be?" What will i be if i don't know what my passion is ?
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