Something Countless

I have a lot of things i wanna do lately. A LOT . Until i don't know where should i start then.

Lemme tell you something here, about my aspire, dream , all about my wish for my future. Also about an unfairness that i feel often .

So, here we go :

1st : My Aspire and Dream

A. I often watch a fashion channel on TV, reading magazines which beside containing information around , also fashion nowadays, browse fashion websites such as lookbook, people fashion blogs, etc. From there, a desire to follow their steps appeared inside. "Oh My, they're awesome!" "Oh please, they're so creative ! inspiring !" Whoaaaaaa i love the way they started their success. Anyway, who doesn't want to be succeed ? No one, I bet. 

I love fashion , i just not as confident as them. I'm trying to build up my confidence once, seems good at first but unfortunately the obstacles always came in the middle of the process. Pathetic :( . It could be caused by the sarcasm that people had thrown to me. 

But, some of them are motivate me actually. As there is confusion, it just like there's a war here ...between the things that denigrate me and things that motivate me up. Confusing . But i'm not discouraged :)

The point is i wanna be a part of them. Seems amazing. but, remembering what i'm doing now as a student who has kazillion assignments. I mean how can i do this thing ? how can i divide my time ? 

But i keep my optimistic. "Where There's a will, There's a way" said one adage i've read :). I wanna be succeed like them, i wanna have my own clothing line, at least a fashion blog, i wanna design my own clothes. Because you know, what you're thinking isn't always as same as what people thinking even you already tell them as detail as you can. But unfortunately, again and again there's a obstacle. NOOO I'm not that creative :(

But I'm starting to learn how to draw a design by autodidact yeah so far there's nothing special. I just started it , couldn't see the result now. Just wish me luck on every steps i wanna walk onto. I wish i could make my dreams come true as well. :)

B. Guitarist

I've started play guitar since 8th Junior High School. It looks good, i memorized chord by chord until I decided to take course at Purwacaraka Music Studio near my home. I was learning how to play, the trick,  composition etc little by little here. I was getting bored in the middle because i was feeling like my guitar skill isn't improving yet and i know it because my laziness and i often slack off it. But in 9th grader i got my spirit back and until now still learning about guitar. I just took my test this month and passed it successfully, thank God I'm level up :) . From now, i promised i'll learn it more serious,seriously so my parents aren't useless afford money for me to take the course. 

I have participated in a concert last year, a mini concert, held by my course at the building near Cilandak Town Square, i forgot the name ... here is it a pict when i was performing *teehe*

C.Photographer and Editor

I love camera,photoshop,technology,design .I'm interested in editing pictures, video , kind of those .

Photographer isn't really my aspire, it just a...hobby i think. I just dreaming can capture amazing pictures then show my pictures up to people, hold exhibitions then people will know my name around the world \m/ . 

"Dream as much as you can"

"Impossible is nothing"

I'll keep dreaming until i reach my dream. I wish my dreams would come true soon :) Amin