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Sunday, April 14, 2013

Just So You Know

I just hate the fact that to me, you are always forgiven.

-MCAPR

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

It seems so late, too late, I know to share what had happened on last 5th May 2012. Well,memories won't go anywhere and this time I won't let this post buried underneath.

People grow, and so do I, 17th! Finally!

17. sev·en·teen (svn-tn) ,year that I've been waiting for so long, I got too excited this time(always excited anytime though). I don't know why maybe because I could legally drive vehicles, get identity card and etc. But actually, it felt almost the same as 16, the difference is just 17. Sweet 17. I didn't expect much for my birthday but it was one of the SWEETEST moments ever. Here we go!

EPISODE 1 (Like a movie,well,whatever)
It was 4th of May 2012 when my fellow, Ade Bagoes celebrated his birthday by having dinner somewhere around Kemang(maybe). Linda, Maudi and I also other friends of ours came to his celebration. I decided to go home about at 10pm. Then I felt so full and sleepy, I went to sleep immediately without any curiousity or expectation with surprise thingy, all that I just wanted was have a nice sleep.

*vibrate* *vibrate* *vibrate*

Oh. It was about 11.50pm and my phone started to vibrate over and over again. It woke me up, it was my friends who congratulated me for my born day, that was sweet but I was too sleepy then I turned my phone into silent mode. Then I fell asleep.

Suddenly... A birthday song. A cake filled by seventeen-shaped candles, Mom, Dad, My big brother and little sister. Surprise! It was really sweet but because I was too sleepy(again), I didn't talk much. I kissed them one by one, took some candid pictures and expect it to be like paparazzi's best take. I said thank you and then I fell asleep(again).

*Tick tock tick tock* The time was running. I was sleeping ...

I didn't know what was happening at the time, in the darkness suddenly there was a birthday song and cake filled by seventeen-shaped candles(again). It was Modi, Linda, Naris and Tami! What a surprise! In a half-wakened and shameful sleepwear, I woke up and followed 'em to in front of my room with a little force, they said that I should wash my face first before blow out the candle because we wanted to take pictures. Without any suspicion, I opened my bathroom door and apparently ...

There's a boy who was holding a cake with again, seventeen-shaped candles. It was him... Heart was throbbing, I felt like I was dreaming. This couldn't be happened. Wait, what? It was him. They didn't even give me a minute to change my clothes! How mean??? And what surprised me more was that apparently there were three boys behind him,friends of mine too who were lying in the bathtub behind him with a queasy faces, like holding one's breath. LOL it's because of one of these three musketeers was threw a bomb called flatulence (thanks to me for not mentioning your name,dude hahaha). That was ridiculous but worth to be laughed at. Again with that super-shameful-sleepwear, I blew out the candle and in a hurry changed into t-shirt and shorts. I couldn't even hold my grin *teehee* that was sweet. Then I took pictures not only together with all the guys but also a single picture with him. I was in a huge speechless, this was awkwardly happened. I'm soooo happy! You guys didn't fail to surprise me. Still couldn't forget how happy I was, even until now everytime I reminisce about it.

After that huge happiness, about at 1.30am we went to Linda's house which close enough with mine. One by one of my friends came, congratulated me for being 17, yeay!! Ya know, I really love being surrounded by people who I really love to be with, yes,my friends!!!! Thank you so much, everyone! I apreciated it like A LOT, I didn't know how to express it for more... End of the story, I went back to my house, had a nice sleep preparing for another blast moment in my life, my sweet 17 birthday celebration hihi and I'm not sure that I'll share it soon on my next post,maybe a really short one here.

EPISODE 2
On the same morning about 8am, I went to school to take care of an event called Gado-Gado 4, I was a part of photography competition. So happy when people congratulated me for being 17, nice to know that they did it hahaha. It called technical meeting, when the participants came to hear the explanation about how the competition works and it ended at 12pm.
When preparing to go home, suddenly some of my friends from ALBATROSS came from the door with a cake and I did it! My third candle had been blown ~ I was going to go home and walking thru corridor and everybody was like congratulating me, it was delighted :$.

EPISODE 3
I had no idea what to do. I was there, at O1,FX,celebrating my birthday with about 120 others. Speechless. Thousands of thanks to those crazy, fun and delightful peeps! It was freaking fun and be my pleasure to have you guys here(pointing to my heart). It started at 8pm til about 12am or before, I forget. I really want to share photos, moments and happiness chronologically but not now, maybe sometime.

The thing is that I'm so lucky to have my family, friends and a lover like them. People who care and love me like I do too for them. FUN FUN FUN

Let me say this: I LOVEEEEEEE YOOOUUUUUU,EVERYBODY!!!!!!

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Crap! My Scrap !

It's Monday afternoon! I thought holiday might made me in love with Monday. Holy crap I was wrong!

When I woke up, my friend and I named Icha made a scrap for our beloved trustee class who has replaced by another one, yeah somethings to be reminisced someday for her. We're so excited!

Things that we used are :

- 4 backgrounds

- serrated scissors (I had three of them)

- Martha Stewart Punch heart-shaped

- pen cutter

- 2 bars of foam tapes

And when we've finished a half, so far, we stopped and then she went to Banthong to watch ALBATROSS (my class's name) playing mini soccer. I put the stuff in a white-cloth bag, all of those stuff. I had a plan with my Mom to go to Citos (Cilandak Town Square) to polish and art my nails, I smiled, excitedly happy!

We arrived at Citos and we were separated, Mum went to upstair to try some make-up while i was choosing what motif should i take as that was my first time polished and art my nails hehe. There were not lots of choices, and a woman said that my nails weren't long enough so i couldn't have UK flags, or some kind of flags. Ya know i wouldn't draw Indonesia's flag, not because I don't like it, but it's just ... too easy. Thought i can draw it by myself, seriously.

Finally ! The decision has been made. A girl with a ribbon on her hair and a silhouette of cats have chosen! With a soft pink + blue background. (pssst ... the mixed of both are my FAVORITE! *teehe*) It was so simple motif actually, yeah for the cost IDR 125000/10 fingers (exclude the stones to make it like a ribbon). However, that was my first try so It'll be okay. First experience.

We're done and tadaaaaaaaaaa!

My temporary friends for a week :3

My idea was to make a cat on each my pinky and thumb fingers, a girl on my point and ring fingers, and a boy on the middle. So everytime i want to show the boy one, I could show you my middle finger. NO! Of course not, I'm not that type of person. Haha kidding. Instead, that woman couldn't draw a good one for that boy i requested.

I went home and arrived, again excitedly. Showing off my nail art to the whole people at my house, even twitpic it but what a shame? I used the wrong account! Craaaaap that was embarrassing. I deleted it sooner I realized it! HEHEHEHE.

I went upstair, wondering what should I make to continue our class's project, yes, that scrap. I looked down, looking for my cloth bag which was full of my scrap thingy. I went downstair in a rush, asked my housemaids,

I asked,"Where's my bag? white yellowish bag?"

She answered,"I thought you asked me to throw it away. So, i threw it away"

Me,"What the heck, find it right away!"

They tried to look up thru the trash outside my house and ... negative. It was emptied out by a scavenger.

"Crap! My Scrap !", I said, running to the living room, crying. She approached me, I was sad,"I said sweep the floor and throw away the scattered paper on the floor! And I said DO NOT throw the bag!" The housemaid even didn't scare at all.

I was really sad, of course, all the tools? :( And this was a sign that I have to delay the time. Again. Nobody helped me after that. Pathetic, yes? Like a robot, they don't have initiative.

The worse was My mom and dad didn't show any sign of compensation hehe ... Yep, I have to save my money up, again. To buy those tools. Uuuuuugh my Puncher :(

The next 2 days, my housemaid who threw it away made an apology. What could I do beside forgive her? Even I still mad inside, but however it already happened.

It was all a totally Crap! Huft.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

"People change. Memories don't"

While watching MU vs something (forget). But the camera couldn't catch what's on TV

Well, it sounds unfair if i don't share about him, someone who ever been a part of my life hehe. It started when I was in 10 grade second semester, there's an event of my school where he and I had to meet often enough to share some stuff hehe. I don't know exactly where the feeling came from, it just happened. We've been thru day by day by chatting this and that, talking about our day and our experience at the moment. Both of us were too shy, I knew he's kind to everybody so i didn't expect too much. Friends, yeah.

It's been two months and we were getting closer hehe. He's so kind, he waited for me until asleep, he kept awake just to make sure i sleep first. As the time gone by, i put a heart on him and i didn't know what's his feeling to me because he's so damn mysterious. My favorite scene is when he smiled at me and called my name as he wanted to greet me :$.

He's very charismatic btw~~~~

Time ran fast. We were in 11 grade. Until the day when my school celebrated an event where every extracurricular should show their ability to gain 10th grader attention so they'd like to join.

What a tiring day! Huft! Yeaaah just remembered that i had something for him, a little thing from London when i was taking my Homestay in England. A key chain ...

It's a ............ secret.

Tadaaaaaa! We're officialy couple at the moment hahahahaha couldn't believe it. I am a type of extrovert person, i'd like to share my happiness to my close friends. So excited! But there's something which was ruined a lil bit of my happiness.

I forget when, one day suddenly he came to my house, gave me a gift complete with a wrap on it. It was square-shaped. I opened it after i got into my room. Heart was throbbing ... Opened it slowly and it is .................................

drawn by him

Tadaa a frame of his painting while he still child, quite awesome, isn't it? :P and tucked a small paper on it, i saw his hand-written, crap he has much better hand-written than me LOL. And it was ... sweet. Too sweet <3 hahaha

I had a pretty good moments for 3 months but unfortunately we ended it up because of some reasons. Not a foolish reasons which is mainstream to be exact :P

But it's okay we still being good friends w/o any revenge or bad feelings yeaaah he's my favorite fellow.

That's not all, but that's what i can share here.

Wish both of me and him have a better life ahead O:)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Java Jazz 2012

On last Friday, 2nd March 2012 ...

Monica, Dimkid, Wafya and I went to Java Jazz Festival 2012 "Where Jazz Finds a Home". We got there together by Dimkid's car (cc:blackhorse) hahaha. We met in front of Elyna. After we met up in front of Elyna, How silly ... suddenly Monic said that she forgot to bring the ticket and it was about ... 4pm! While we planned to watch Abdul's performance at 5pm. Then we had a little meeting at the moment and decided to go to Monic's home first to take the ticket, she tried to phone her home and asked her driver to take the ticket but the result is Negative, the driver couldn't find where the ticket was.

Half hour or less later ....

We got the tickets and continued to our destination. Yeaah It was the traffic jam which made the boredom uh. And the idea to take pictures appeared. And ... tadaaa! We made lots of poses and took it as a picture hehe. Check 'em out :

Finally we have arriveeeeed !

I forgot the sequence when we arrived, so i'll put the pictures randomly hehe ..

We were watching Calvin Jeremy and he's holding a girl's hand. We followed 'em lol

We met Soraya!

Dimkid Me Soraya and Monica

We walked around to take some picts :D

Wathcing Indra Lesmana's performance

With David Naif <3

It was pretty fun although to be honest i don't know much about Jazz. My intention only to watch Depapepe and Raisa hehe. Unfortunately on the second day i couldn't come because i had math course. So sad to know that i missed Raisa :(